Presents

Thank you to EVERYONE!!! for the wonderful gifts! Kaylee recieved so many wonderful gifts for very nice guest!

A few friends!

Kaylee had lots of friends over and I did get a pic of all of them, as I wish I had!
But here are a couple

LILLY

ASHER

ASHILEY

Job search......I have a job

Yep that's right I finally got a job! I going to be working as a front office coordinator at an employment agency. Pretty funny I went to this company to help find a job and they did with their office! Its a temp job for now to see how I fit and if I like it! But anything is better than nothing right now!
I'm sad and nervous and excited! LOL Just the other day I was crying to my dad that I really needed a job and then I got one I sat on Jason's lap balling my eyes on how I'm going to miss being with Kaylee and caring for her ALL the time! I feel I'm the ONLY one that REALLY knows her and her dislikes.....Just things mommy know! hahaha Don't get me wrong daddy is just as much part of her life and does everything mommy does as for taking care of her but there are still lil things that daddy and maw ma don't get with Kaylee! haha My mom will be caring for her which is a huge relief to me, Jason would like for her to be in a daycare though! He loves my mom but would like her in a place she is locked in! hahaha I think he is silly!! But we will get her in a daycare or preschool part time when $$$ allows because I do think it would benefit her being with others kids more.
I feel so bad for leaving her but I'm not going back to work to have the extras in life I'm doing it to continue having our home, cars and bills paid......that the ONLY reason. That's the only thing that makes me feel better about Jason and I having to make this decision. I was so blessed to get 2yrs with my baby........I never thought I'd have that chance when we started trying for a baby years ago. Wish me luck!

Birthday pics!

Here are a few pics from her actual birthday! We went to Pinhead Bowling Alley to let her try out some kiddie bowling.....she wasn't interested! LOL However they have an AWESOME playroom and game room that she LOVED and so did we! We'll try the bowling again soon!

And She's TWO

To our sweet lil princess!
Two years ago at 12:19am we were blessed with the best gift possible! WOW has our lives been the best it could get.
Born at 35wks at 5lbs 10oz 18.5in Kaylee is now 26lbs(yes she is ittle) and 34in!
She is so active, healthy and soooo smart! She out smarts mommy and daddy sometimes! LOL
She is the best lil girl two parents could ever ask for!

WE LOVE YOU SWEET GIRL!!!

10 thing that make me HAPPY

Mandie tagged me! hehehe So lets see if I can do this, so many things make me happy but I've never wrote them down or typed them out.

1 Kaylee
She is the best lil girl in the world. She fills my heart with such joy and completeness! She makes me laugh everyday. I love her beyond words............SHE IS MY LIFE! Its that simple

2 Jason
He has been my rock through out our 14yrs together. He my high school sweetheart and the love of my life He loves me, believes in me and trusted me to be the mother of his child.....I'm so blessed to have him! He is a wonderful friend,husband,lover and mostly father! He has always been by my side and through our saddest moments thought of me first and cared for me! He's helped me heal from the loss of our twins and without such a strong man I don't know where I'd be. He's open my life to such wonderful things and provided me with a wonderful life! I love you Jason.

3 Max and Emit
Gosh I love my furbabies! As strange as it sounds they too have helped me heal! Your pets allow you to be you and love you unconditionally! They cuddle me when I'm sad or happy and just make me freakin laugh.

4 Family
Gosh where would I be without my family. My dad was the first man I loved and forever holds a special place in my heart! Through the roughest times of my life my DADDY had been there with all the support one can offer. I've alway been a DADDY'S girl. My mom is awesome! We've always had a friendship and its only grown since becoming a mother myself. I love love love my mom and couldn't make it without her.
Brother, just love him!! Lisa my sister inlaw, I just love her too! She's awesome! Its taken sometime but we have a pretty close relationship now(I think) and I love it! I can talk to her about anything and she will listen and be honest with me!
Thier are so many other I could list but I'll just say..........I LOVE MY ENTIRE FAMILY inlaw and all!

5 Friends
Don't have many but the ones I have a awesome.
Wendy - O this girl was my saving grace after losing Tyler and Erin. She listened to me day and night go over and over what happened. She help me release my feeling and deal with my anger,pain and hopelessness. I'll forever be so thankful for her and her friendship. Love ya girlie!
Wanda - ALL I can say is a lifetime friend!
Amy - we only met a few years ago but I've loved getting to know her! She's a sweet person and I'm so glad I've met her! I hope our friendships continues to grow!

6 Internet LOL
No not the internet in general but my Just Mom girls! I love my IVF Miracle girls! Over the past two years they have supported me in ways more than personal friends have, they truely understand infertility and have taught me so much! They are so thoughtful and loving! I can't wait till the day I get to meet them! I'm still getting to know the AB Newbies group but they are very informative gals and have great hearts.

7 Being a SAHM
OMG its the best! I love that I've been lucky enough to be home ALL day for the past 2yrs with Kaylee! I'm so blessed to have this opportunity as many moms don't!

8 Traveling
I love to travel and see new places or repeat places! Colorado has to my favorite mountain areas and the Florida Keys are just awesome!

9 Nature/Wildlife
I love watching birds,bears,sea life whatever I'm around at the time. I love animals and it makes me happy and calm(ok theres a few that don't calm me) to watch them. Even lil toads in our yard that Kaylee and I catch. lol

10 The different Seasons of the year
I love watching the seasons come and go! Not so much winter but its still beautiful. In the spring and the newly bloom flowers, summer time for swimming and playing with Kaylee, fall O I love the changing colors and its the time of year I had Kaylee.

Well there ya go! A little bit about April! LOL

I'm going to tag
Amy
AmyP

My Name is.......and I'm..........

Its soooo cute We ask whats your name......kayeee and how old are you gonna be.........twooo! HEHEHE She is so funny!

UMMMM we are working a little on potty training again but let me tell you we have one hard headed lil princess! LOL We are taking it slow! Two weeks till Kaylee is two! :( So bittersweet!