10 thing that make me HAPPY

Mandie tagged me! hehehe So lets see if I can do this, so many things make me happy but I've never wrote them down or typed them out.

1 Kaylee
She is the best lil girl in the world. She fills my heart with such joy and completeness! She makes me laugh everyday. I love her beyond words............SHE IS MY LIFE! Its that simple

2 Jason
He has been my rock through out our 14yrs together. He my high school sweetheart and the love of my life He loves me, believes in me and trusted me to be the mother of his child.....I'm so blessed to have him! He is a wonderful friend,husband,lover and mostly father! He has always been by my side and through our saddest moments thought of me first and cared for me! He's helped me heal from the loss of our twins and without such a strong man I don't know where I'd be. He's open my life to such wonderful things and provided me with a wonderful life! I love you Jason.

3 Max and Emit
Gosh I love my furbabies! As strange as it sounds they too have helped me heal! Your pets allow you to be you and love you unconditionally! They cuddle me when I'm sad or happy and just make me freakin laugh.

4 Family
Gosh where would I be without my family. My dad was the first man I loved and forever holds a special place in my heart! Through the roughest times of my life my DADDY had been there with all the support one can offer. I've alway been a DADDY'S girl. My mom is awesome! We've always had a friendship and its only grown since becoming a mother myself. I love love love my mom and couldn't make it without her.
Brother, just love him!! Lisa my sister inlaw, I just love her too! She's awesome! Its taken sometime but we have a pretty close relationship now(I think) and I love it! I can talk to her about anything and she will listen and be honest with me!
Thier are so many other I could list but I'll just say..........I LOVE MY ENTIRE FAMILY inlaw and all!

5 Friends
Don't have many but the ones I have a awesome.
Wendy - O this girl was my saving grace after losing Tyler and Erin. She listened to me day and night go over and over what happened. She help me release my feeling and deal with my anger,pain and hopelessness. I'll forever be so thankful for her and her friendship. Love ya girlie!
Wanda - ALL I can say is a lifetime friend!
Amy - we only met a few years ago but I've loved getting to know her! She's a sweet person and I'm so glad I've met her! I hope our friendships continues to grow!

6 Internet LOL
No not the internet in general but my Just Mom girls! I love my IVF Miracle girls! Over the past two years they have supported me in ways more than personal friends have, they truely understand infertility and have taught me so much! They are so thoughtful and loving! I can't wait till the day I get to meet them! I'm still getting to know the AB Newbies group but they are very informative gals and have great hearts.

7 Being a SAHM
OMG its the best! I love that I've been lucky enough to be home ALL day for the past 2yrs with Kaylee! I'm so blessed to have this opportunity as many moms don't!

8 Traveling
I love to travel and see new places or repeat places! Colorado has to my favorite mountain areas and the Florida Keys are just awesome!

9 Nature/Wildlife
I love watching birds,bears,sea life whatever I'm around at the time. I love animals and it makes me happy and calm(ok theres a few that don't calm me) to watch them. Even lil toads in our yard that Kaylee and I catch. lol

10 The different Seasons of the year
I love watching the seasons come and go! Not so much winter but its still beautiful. In the spring and the newly bloom flowers, summer time for swimming and playing with Kaylee, fall O I love the changing colors and its the time of year I had Kaylee.

Well there ya go! A little bit about April! LOL

I'm going to tag
Amy
AmyP

My Name is.......and I'm..........

Its soooo cute We ask whats your name......kayeee and how old are you gonna be.........twooo! HEHEHE She is so funny!

UMMMM we are working a little on potty training again but let me tell you we have one hard headed lil princess! LOL We are taking it slow! Two weeks till Kaylee is two! :( So bittersweet!

ARE YA READY FOR SOME FOOTBALL

Yep its that time again! And Kaylee is ready with her cute lil pink jersey! HINT HINT the will be more Colts appearal after her birthday! hehehe

Kaylee is just the sweetest lil miracle! She is growing so much and she is so smart! Sometimes we think she is too smart! HAHAHA She is talking all the time and can say more things than we can even keep up with now! Yesterday she told daddy "lets sit down"! So cute! She loves to help me out by throwing her diaper away however she thinks she has to throw everything away! She also likes to help with laundry,dishes and putting her plate/bowl in the sink! You wouldn't believe what we find in the trash now! Silly girl! :) I can't believe its been almost two years, it just brings tears to my eyes.......our baby is growing up! I only wish I could keep her right where she is right now for a couple of years! Gosh how I love her so very much! I tell you the best sound in the world is hearing "mommy, mommy, mommy" She is precious! But she's a bit rotten too! hahaha!
I'm also very sad to say that I am looking for a job! The babysitting is just not bringing in enough and I'm losing Colten(I'll miss him so much) There are just so many of mommy's that are doing to same as I so babysitting is very competitive! haha But I'm looking at trying to start just part time for now and working up to full time and my mom will be with Kaylee for now. UGH the job market is about as bad as the babysitting market though! So we'll see how it goes!

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Brother/ Sister for Kaylee

We are adopting! We want so bad for Kaylee to have a brother or sister and to experiance parenthood again that we've chose ADOPTION! We've tried unsuccessfully at having a surrogate and its time to move on! We have turned in our application to St.Elizabeth-Coleman agency and are just waiting for approval. We are beyond happy with this decision and soooo pray we get chosen quickly! The average wait is 15months but hopefully a birthmom will love us sooner! We just can't wait to have another baby in the house again and Kaylee can't wait to help take care of her brother or sister!

Please stay tuned for more exciting news on our NEW JOURNEY!!!